Today

Wow haven't posted in over a month. So much for that post everyday thing I had going on. Now it's post whenever I think of it and happen to be bored outta my wits typa thing...or 10 minutes before bed. Either one. Well been on Youtube 24/7 and now i'm just going back on so that's my day. Suuuppperrrr fun. I'll write about my Mexico trip hopefully tomorrow. Maybe not because I'm going to Disneyland.

A New Song I like

It's called 'gossip' but i have completely no idea why. I love the chorus in this song as well. the words are:
So Dream on You're sleeping with the lights on
I know, I'm the one you're thinking of
So Dream on you're sleeping with the lights on
I know I'm the one you're thinking of
Don't try to run, Don't try to run, they're coming
You'll never let this go
It pretty much sounds like hellogoodbye...but whatever I just like the style. YAY them.
Song by: Breathe Carolina

As Time Ticks away

I don't know...that whole 'not-formal' thing isn't going so well, since I want to write something pylosophicalish....spelling errors! now that's me. Well I guess my point is exactly what it states in the title..that being that time never stops and that each moment passes at the same speed as the next, so ummm yeah the world isn't gonna wait for you or your answer...i found that out the hard way :D Which should not be shared since i pretty much know exactly how it went already and won't need to be reminded

Formal

Lately in my posts, I've been formal. I guess you could call it, a clear, concise writer's technique, but that's boring and unoriginal so what I'm trying to say is I'm going to be more me less 'essay-writer' Hoping nobody i know reads this, maybe I can be able to really develop it into pure me-ness, but pretty risky. Defineatly. I REALLY like this one song i've been listening to since dinner...i like the chorus though espiecially....by Hellogoodbye

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love, With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else, I could be,
but, Here in your arms.

People- A personal message

What bugs me: People Thinking
People thinking they have all the answers and end up being completely wrong.
People Thinking they know exactly what you mean and what you're like, and they don't know half of you.
People thinking and judging negatively even if you know you do it everywhere you go.
People thinking you're one way and never giving you a chance.
People thinking too much....
People judging you by your age and limiting your abilities and just you in general by it...like it's a label

What I want People to think
I want people to think i'm special, even if i'm not.
I want people to think i try to hard, even if i don't.
I want people to think i'm gorgeous when I go to school in pajamas and a t-shirt
I want people to think their life would change if i'm gone
I want people to miss me
I want people to notice me
I want somebody to fully understand me
I want a lot of things that won't come true...
I want to be important


Think about it... I HOPE IT DOESN'T SOUND EMO

Peace and Lovenesss,
Bianca

It's been a while

In late november, I found myself busy, distracted, and not necessarily pulled from my keyboard, just denying myself a chance to write out my thoughts. It seems my thoughts in posts are too formal, unusual, not like myself. When I believe it's the opposite, it's all me. maybe it's just the side of me that's a writer. I'm really not sure, but now that i've had time to post, anybody who's read or will read my posts can expect some more posts in the year 2008.
My Break.
Epic Party, Melissa's party, computer, Youtube, family, Washington, New Year's at friends, Snow, preschool friends, bike riding with friend, DDD, Wii, DDR*yes they're different it wasn't a typo*

Peace and Love
Bianca

Soccer

Last, last weekend, after Sam and I's all-nighter the team Spazz played their last game. Woot! that's us. We needed a score 3 to 0 to win, mostly counting on 'shut-down' points and miraciously we pulled a 4 to 0, getting 2nd place in the region. We got a really big trophy and big medals. We were soooo close. I'm glad our team's effort pulled off. I made a few assists! Yay me! Glad the season ended well.