Soccer

Last, last weekend, after Sam and I's all-nighter the team Spazz played their last game. Woot! that's us. We needed a score 3 to 0 to win, mostly counting on 'shut-down' points and miraciously we pulled a 4 to 0, getting 2nd place in the region. We got a really big trophy and big medals. We were soooo close. I'm glad our team's effort pulled off. I made a few assists! Yay me! Glad the season ended well.

Question and Answer

Last night Sammy and I stayed up pretty late, simply on the computer, would you rather's, texting eachother right next to eachother, making a fort, giggling and eating pie. I would gladly explain the night, but just the mere re-collection of key words triggers enough memories so that it shouldn't need to be blogged. Inside Joke: Question and Answer

My Thanksgiving Thoughts

Every year around this glorious holiday, we're either being taught about the day's celebration, getting ready for it, or waiting to get excited. My family will be having the actual dinner a day late because my dad will be working tomorrow. I'm yes.... C.) waiting to get excited. In my household it hasn't been made a big deal, as i wish it would be, but inside i know it can be if i try. The day also reminded me about my thank you letters from my birthday last weekend. I'm writing up and typing them up as I post. I can't wait for the excitement.. maybe i have to smell the turkey first.

Sea Urchines- just like us

Sea Urchines are like us for 3 reasons.
♥hiding from the world
♥protection
♥left without pieces
Some People: When threatened, they pull themselves in for protection, and stay there for a while. Some people also experience things that hurt them so deeply, they 'hide' from the world, so they won't get hurt. Or, when they take a chance and get out into the world, they get attached with something that pulls a piece of them away. They're left to fend with the pain, while the other 'swims free'.

Peace & Love

♥Bianca♥

Disneyland Welcoming Sign

"Here You Leave Today and Enter the World of Yesterday, Tomorrow and Fantasy"

is posted on the plaque before you enter Disneyland... I think it can very much be compared to evenings... or the sunset. Personally, every day is a fantasy, including your past, and future, often forgetting about present. Just thought that was cool... a reminder to enjoy looking back and forward, still having a blast in the present.

Last Weekend

Last weekend I had quite a busy weekend... my schedual turned out to be..
Soccer Game- Saturday morning, 0 to 0, then i opened presents, had a shower, made a chocolate ganache strawberry and Sammy came over for an All-nighter. Sunday it was bring your pet to church day and then i had my party. Afterwards Michaela and Sammy slept over for an all-nighter with ultimate dares, kareoke, pranks, clubpenguin, year books, youtube, crazy hair, cake and modeling. We cleaned on Monday and did homework. Sam invited me skating but my phone was being weird...

Presents...
Mp3 player (digi-block)
coolness book(that's not the title)
money
ice cream (XD)
O'Neil Fuzzy Coat
Gift Card

Charms and jewelry
Anywayssssss this week has been... quick but slow....
Yesturday we went to Disneyland, and I felt like i walked around with a hole in my stomach, at least translousant when i was at the happiest place on earth. Missing things, I had the urge to fold my arms, but a sudden laugh lit a small fire to warm the place where the cold got in, until the flame faded with the smile. Now, i realize a real struggle for me is living life at its fullest, so it's yet another weakness i need to keep in mind.
Listening to- Hot by Avril Lavigne

Birthday Countdown

Tomorrow is my birthday. I'm going to finish off the night with some reading to calm me down hopefully fall right to sleep, and then continue on my busy schedual this weekend.
Morning tomorrow: Clean room and soccer game
Afternoon: Sammy comes over, we get 70's and 80's costumes for party, make a cake, babysit a 7 year-old, go out to dinner(i think) and finally go to sleep (yeah right!) sammy and i are having an all-nighter once again filled with clubpenguin, ice water, soup, and 20 hours of Oprah! Hope you have that much fun
Sunday: go to church, set up, have party, possible sleepover again
Monday: no plans :(

Recomended Reading- Sweet Segment

I liked this, hope you do too.

A second in the series i earlier recommended is 'eclipse' I won't go too deeply into it, but basically Edward the vampire love of Bella's life leaves her in order to protect her. He wants her to grow up as she would have if he hadn't existed. Jacob or Jake comes into the picture now. He's a wolf the enemy of vampires, 3 years younger, but they fall in love too. She is ripped by them both and is torn by decision. Jake mentions a story from Solomon in the Bible.
He says, "Hey Bella, remember that story in the Bible about the king, the baby and the two wifes,"
Bella replies, "Sure I do, King Solomon."
Jake continue,"Yeah, that's right. Well remember how both the wives fought over the baby, so king Solomon suggested he be cut in half as a test to see which wife loved the baby enough to give up her half for his survival? Well, I'm not going to rip you in half anymore Bella." he assured.

Signs of Brokeness

I'm going to go with my obsession on brokenness as a sort of theme this month... so to start with... signs you or your friend might be thinking about something hurtful that has an affect on them. Things you might not notice or think about, but we all do them and it's probably because of something that's been 'broken'.

grumpy- it doesn't necessarily mean they're 'broken or depressed' they could just be having a bad day
folding their arms- it reminds me of trying to hold yourself together
sad eyes- wishful thinking, depression
distance- they're in the circle, but not in heart or conversation
eagerness- they might really want to do something so they're not left alone to dwell on their thoughts, do them a favor and accept

Memories

I remember going camping to Icicle Creek in Washington with my friends and their families. We rented private spots and played at the rocks and forest across the street. The river was close to our sites so we'd go swimming and hiking daily, also using the stream to cool watermelon. We attempted making dams and challenged eachother to dunk despite to ICICLEY temp.
I can remember the long white gravel and the two big rocks and forest that we played pine cone war, tag and hide and go seek tag at.. We also had many nights of girl talk on the rock and in our close by tents.
There was a lot of rebelling against different age groups... older and younger.. with me in the middle it was versital.
We also played kings, mash and war listening to our Ipods in the tent. Teaching eachother handshakes was also a favorite.
The desserts were delish! Our meals and desserts were eaten and cooked around the campfire using food that everybody helped buy make and bring. We would have homemade stew, fruits, chips, smores, pooglie pies, bannana boats and pie.
Shopping in Levensworth was also a laugh. We all rode downtown and Katarina got to talk in German with another 'hot' German guy. Not to say he wasn't, they just weren't my words. We got souveniers and gifts for our friends, enjoying ice cream and truffles to finish off with. Can't wait until next year!

Brokeness

I've noticed lately that I've focused on brokeness in most of my posts. I've been thinking about this and I think it's because it's something I want to try and make a difference for those who experience it in any way. Second on my mind is writing and memories... so this sums up all three. Tomorrow I'll write about the last two...

Recomended reading: Twilight
Description: For me it's touching because I also lived in AZ and moved to WA, and I can't get enough of vampire love stories.. duh haha

Dreams, Wishes and Broken Hearts

Sometimes when I have dreams, my dreams have some of my wishes reflected into them. But what's the difference? This is interpretive, but I believe that dreams are when you're fast asleep or daydreaming.. wishes are simply desires you could dream about...if it makes sense. For all of those with high expectations resulting in broken hearts of any degree, check out Psalms 147:3-6, and 11

3 He heals the brokenhearted
and binds up their wounds.
4 He determines the number of stars
and calls them each by name
5 Great is our Lord and mighty in power;
his understanding has no limit.
6 The Lord sustains the humble
but casts wicked to the ground.

11 The Lord delights in those who fear him,
who put their hope in his unfailing love

For me this means: We all play a part in this world, and God suplies us with what we need. We each have just the same chance to please Him, and will probably all need His help just as much.

Reminder: Tomorrow

Tomorrow REMINDERS!!:
Events:
Edison Game
Epic after-party
Projects:
Math
Math Homework
Double-check science
Literature
Posts:
dreams and wishes
halloween and church

Fairytales and Reality

♥Fairytales and Reality♥

(may be helpful, convincing or cheesy, you choose)

Just trying to work the cheesy type theme with a dash of disney princesses

Formula: too many questions+subjects hard to relate to

When little girls watch animated movies of princesses, they probably fantasize about their own. Some girls might hold on to those fantasies hoping their crush, will get down on one knee and ask for her to be his princess, or basically think their love life will come to them easily as well. Whether or not it’s safe for your heart to believe that, really depends on what Disney princess character’s place you fit in. You could compare some of the princess’ stories to Disney. Dreams don’t always come true, even in the year of a million dreams… how many are fulfilled? It may be the happiest place, but is everybody happy? Just think, what’s possible? It’s depressing to come off your world of fantasy, but sometimes necessary to avoid a shattered heart later. What Disney princess do you think you are? Do you think your fate matches? Can you be realistic? The safest way here is to have no expectations to be shattered.

Tinker Bell- A little part in their crush’s world. Close friends, easily interested in other new girls. She can’t talk about the way she feels with him, or anything
Little Mermaid- A shy girl, who doesn’t talk but through looks or gestures tries to hint her attraction. She has a secret, a big one or something that may keep them apart. The day you talk, he finally feels the same way and ignores whatever that is.
Sleeping Beauty- A stranger falls in love, throwing himself into her life and they can’t help but fall in love right back. No witch…although she might already have another guy destined for her, but is coincidence like the movie likely?
Snow White- Hints or looks from guys may show that they like you. She wishes and wishes and wishes and after a rough time, he comes to her rescue and sweeps her off her feet. Happy Ending
Anastasia- Yeah, it’s not Disney but it’s got a sweet story. A girl is looking for her place, and finds it through a hot-headed guy who is stubborn. Curiously she grows to love him, but then finds she’s been set up. The love was real, but there was no real intention to find her REAL place. He saves her after she finds her place, and she discovers that her rightful place is in fact with him. Emotional rollercoaster. Be aware that the real fate of Anastasia was death, nothing like the animated movie.
Cinderella- Tied down by family situations and a schedule, she has no time for him. They know almost nothing about each other but fall in love in one night. She wishes her prince would come for her, but is that possible with every glass slipper tale? Did the prince really love her? He could be over her already, she had her chance. Time ruins this situation. I guess it’s over for her….
Belle- forced to be in one place forever with a person unable to grasp any moral consideration. Slowly, she helps change him and they fall in love. He has gotten his complete make-over. Now she can stay, happily ever after. But is the guy she loves now him, or her dream zombie she’s created for herself?

I could keep going, but I don’t want to give some of those indecisive too many choices…. and i ran out of cheesy ideas..In case you’re wondering I think I’m a snow white/tinker bell/ Cinderella…Mostly a Cinderella…different aspects come together to form my fantasy I need to let go… the question is, can I do it? Hope and belief are hard to shake.